a secret held like ivy clings to a wall



when that seed was

faxed, it’s tiny

heartbeats grew,

the assassin and


sinister too


unaccepted colourful

bloomed, tireless a

rainbow noose, uncurl

from, how?


the flow is about it’s

glow, wants to outdo

what’s hid, wants voice

that has storms for words


oh the inert of quiet

this clandestine boy

resides entwined in

the protein sighs


in amongst that

moonbeam vigor,

come suck sadness

away, visits anyway


the rain’s been

gathered and tears

exhausted, for what

use is crying?


stiff blood fearful of

being sought keeps

desire silent, witch-

trials are about


much hidden thru’

out millions of buds,

that dreadful winter

can’t perish or expose


delete those glimpses

those who know nearness,

wall up the root that yearns

elsewhere


sparkle pool my

mind exists in you,

careful shadow lies

if you knew


hid with all i could

where the cobwebs

suffer and corners

double their stealth


hid every hint of

a message that

knows it’s stems

are wrong


hid with the swarm’s

entire camouflage, doting

upon silence just before

sleep’s downy arrival


knowing then that knives

are being hatched and

hinges pried of their

oily legs, come find me


there’s ritual further of

hiding, scarce connection,

a loner in a private wood where

the scant hellebore’s lean


now adolescent ribcage

where the recent man walks

from, beginnings are building

their pyrites, false hiding


but the heart’s grenade

an egg timer, is fierce

and won’t be season

ceased, nothing stops


lust the red bouquet of,

it has too many honey

licked journeys to happen

its doses want further


keep the door from the

sky’s vigilance, hurtful is

certain, the gallows of

their eyes say so


oh sparkle pool, the

mind’s litmus terrified,

walls that have nurtured

will be found and what’s


inside


put to light and put

out upon the headlines

for crow dining, my

serial deception my


oh so duplicate lover


days are armed with

witnesses, no clue

or radicle pheromone,

no flag is given


i hide slivers of myself

inert despite ignition,

unfurl wants to undo

the room that is delved


by no-one



mermaid of zennor



where wave and sun

crash and bleed

a wretched lament

of seagull screams

secret enchantment

tumbles butterfly wings


her unforgiving ocean fathomless to all

who sail

drift

float

or

drown

the gleamed-surf assassin


in eroded strange words

sea spoken winds

caress the sentinel cliffs,

there, draped in seaweed brine

dwells beneath the maelstrom tides


fluid sequins repeat, gleam folding their aquamarine


fingers slow-lapse-beckon, mathey

enthralled by wanton beauty, wends his

silver stride to the cliff's undivided root,

of his passing, there was no forensic clue


there was hindered mercurial swirl

much shimmering woundfuls

moonlit daggers every moss hand print,

ignores soft lung breezes and swooned


barren, her aching coastline

strums palest summer enticement

involving heaven to turn last air to quartz


a silhouetted swallowed

by the water's mute muscle


listen

heartbeat echo voices thru' moonlight entangle

come swallow the sea between my legs,

be that forever, that bereft flotsam


down where the parcels

of heartbreak are

and unravelled


salt his blithering kingdom

of devotion


"i am ether now"

in a most drowned shell



in which the sea flows



your abnormal skin

concaved to where a hollow dwells,

oceanic crumbled breast

between lands rugged ends


vascular, converging

as the thames in veins

they flow towards you

the ever-beating heart


forever rippling folding glass

perpetual past and aftermath,

all comes gushing into jewelled brine

mermaid, myth and the like


glistening flies scuttle

where edges begin,

waves break with obsidian

until horizon touches the sky


synchronised-sparkle-moon-glistened-scheme

she does rouse your devote blood

but ignores the sun who swallows

the entirety of phantom queued heaven


oh raindrop gatherer

meniscus keeper,

what soars can easily

drown, and does


abhorrent swans glide

coral skyscrapers,

aquarium of ghosting

your surface quite unbroken


explicit sunbeams roar

but cannot reach, photon

across photon slides but fails,

a shipwreck silence kept asleep


these swarm of sighs

liquid constellations glint

an aquamarine ladle

tomb grey then nautical green


the snarling gale

interrupts silvery lazed mirrors,

trespassers in blind built vessels

wary of such siren peril


and terrestrial as i am

i no longer fulfil the treason

that washes through your polluted corpse,

such are farewells


in shells, your oh so distant voice

held amongst brittle labyrinths

for me to cherish upon land

dry of your watery floors



childhood amongst the incestuous slither of dreadful snakes



awful feeling creeping,

shivers that are trying to be frost


gargoyles watchful

from yawning closets


shriek and slashed, the wind

with it's tongue lashed whips


howled breezes beneath floorboards

echoes curse, sprawled tinder-crimson-delirium


unseen branches crackle, shouting fingertips upon

the grey abysmal window


tantrums, thick voices boom

supersonic thru' defiant air


shatter the third word assault,

murder the axe meant stare,

razor blade aims anywhere


the sitting room curdled

with one throat defeated,

weird silences interrupted by wrists


creaks aren’t clues or helpful,

a faucet drips like a sloppy mouth


there’s someone underneath

glueing together shadow,

scarecrow murmurer in the dark


watchful is best from under

polar bear sheets


the mobile of uncertain planets

is half a spin from falling


there’s scared breath full of

scratches


beating wings are frantic

pummelling aorta panic


yet

quiet daggers downstairs


the storm outside

dismantles


idyllic air replaces

angry



cyclops



so the noose was made

at birth, the bible insisted,

if certain blooms realise

make inert or exorcise,

bludgeon badness back into

devil shaped heartlessness


comes those sobbed years

rich redness, turbines getting

hotter, wistful is such gloom

music whilst the proteins

start to rebuild and repossess

startled cathedrals


in among those faces as

so often is, loneliness and

disliking and frequent

scathing, there’s a score

to be had and it comes

from the stem a whiteness


of stickiest heroin


more globes are fur and

getting more addictive, more

mouths are wet and attentive

obsolete of diction where

kisses are sucked onto and into,

lust an inferno-buRning-incentive


yet hideous is a feeling that is

habitual and knows it’s bones

well, that skin is a scowl over

it’s own disgust, why delve into

continual thirst? an entire

sea is needed


so quiet lasts fewer and repeats

less for those moments of stealth,

flatline isn’t but keeps on steep

steeples adding spires to already

brooding want, why is every minute

crisis-come-judder-me-instinct?


each contour with finger followed

necessary inches being swallowed,

insatiable swoons desire with

hailstone shortened spoons,

a crumpling of defences that

desperate act "love" loosely wired


each pool of sweat

know the meaning of,

a hummingbird whirr

from a three eyelid flutter,

such ugliness clutters and

endures with ugly others


corpse-like moments

stiffness if you will

rekindles passion a

lurch of one thousand

tiny famines, comets

aim heart-wards


fragrant yet so spent


we are outcast eyesores

peripheral nuisances bothering

mainstream compliance,

small wonder we are lonely

ghosting one another’s fingerprints

alliances seldom meant


a glisten truly bent



a calm beneath ice



this is where

noise exacts penance

where the root struggles

to be heard


over is a head’s worth

of interference, of verbs

clashing with annoyance,

terrible atoms too loud


is the yearn of the wave

once it’s broken to disperse

to be elegiac? wet thru’

mirrors lapse into gone-ness


aren’t we all cathedrals of

sighs of jagged burden

wanting a statue’s stillness,

wanting relief from waking?


turn from the tide’s sharpness

turn from online prying, i’ve

packed my ether and refurbished

the cocoon i’m protein building


below a shell’s purist white

there dwells a calm beneath ice

a seldom place where none is

known - a stood still - a precise limbo


think stretched swan horizon

think gossamer tear thru’ a

blizzard mind, where furious

water becomes watchful glass


think nerve ending exits, followers

of dead rooms, a cerebral invite

where voltages-tired start to sing

to behave meteorite glamour


cellophane quiet stops audible

worlds stops their insufferable spires,

cease those radio inspired mouth -

engines, cease the volatile


raucous are neutral coffins now

and persist in the deafness of

thinking, whilst anywhere is

almost and continues shrinking


feint corpses float windowpanes

an artic eyelid,

in between memory spaces

silences strew and fade


this is where, hushed

i feel so utterly alone

and

abandoned from every touch



vanity crush



“i need more ugliness”

states adonis flatly as

the sky he strides under

morose and pouted


“i’m a polluted self-worth”


lately self harm has

caused the headlines

to stir, pecking their

gossiping butcher birds


telltale maps are a life’s

readable pain my head

tells me, this is a sleeve

where everywhere is


watchable, warm evenings

are making the blood worse

much tequila in that song

of lovelessness


go on slide down daylight

to your photon perish where

dew hastens coldness, where

stars prickle far away


you’re “worthwhile” is on

a wonky respirator being

barely lungs or so the mirror

spitefully stabs


can days be more hurtful?

beautiful embellishes

everywhere it’s graffiti,

those that are reluctant


and inward


hate your own dna,

refurbish the soul

with go faster chrome,

people are bored protein holes


i honeycomb mine

with dreaming,

never felt that

immersed, reality being


overrated


can’t achieve belonging,

too many are occupants of

self-seduced-sticky-

glued-in reflection


too many are immaculate

perfection, whilst drab others

are ugly and rejected -

shipwrecks whilst trying to be


stood


deceitful out there has much

thinness, too many starved

poses, sacrificial-page-altars

under a preening meniscus


a stare imprints onto filthy

glitter, does the returning

gaze make you feel pretty

or dirtier


i am suited to

a stare-less world, you

make me unnecessary-woeful,

unfurl your cunt elsewhere


ok? no in disarray

a planet spilt

mouth consuming mouth,

eat your own sinister hollow


i’m wrongly wired sushi

an alternative flesh that

fleshes no one’s ardour

discarded as ignoring


quite boring this anorak-

living, there is a pill to

make the sun stay down

to ensure those tiny harms


i’ve witnessed enough my 

own window pane and what

menagerie exerts outside, 

a lie, an expansive lie


it drapes the sore reader,

you are unworthy of bright

ether, you aren’t quite

human either


why is need a drug to

blink into someone new?

murder the hen so a revealed

swan is born thru it’s stab wound


vanity

begs

addictive

eyes

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