a secret held like ivy clinging to a wall


 

sparkle pool

my mind exists in you,

last shadow lies

if you knew



i wander thorough truth

whilst dusk assembles it's lie,

and night begins to covet

arranging a lonelier view



would the tail of my meander

or the gulped gaze

enlighten that immersed detective?

i ghost lightly across brow, undetected



think self into such glistening,

an ether shared

upon muscle existence



rubescent edges suede,

the dreamed of horizon

a composite wish for existing



there are whispers at the root

none hear my words pitch and soaring,

breezes to anyone who listens



complacent lids

mine are on honeysuckle shimmer,

should you glance closer

my every bee fuel quivers



but the cloth of deceit

is long as it's deep

a borrowed sea, a counterfeit,

a silhouetted smokescreen



you'll not be aware

of the nectar i pursue,

 repeat myself in adult sugar

dew sticky and bejewelled



this palest of summers

curls around the heart's gloss n gleam

like meniscus of air

that cannot be swallowed



oh sparkle pool

raindrops gather,

long since, that sunshine's departed




mermaid of zennor


where wave and sun

crash and bleed

a wretched lament

of seagull screams

secret enchantment

tumbles butterfly wings



her unforgiving ocean is fathomless to all

who sail

or

drift

or

float

or

drown

the gleamed surface assassin



in eroded strange words

sea spoken winds

caress the sentinel cliffs,

there, draped in seaweed brine

dwells beneath the maelstrom tides



fluid sequins repeat, gleam folding



fingers slow-lapse-beckon, mathey

bound by wanton beauty, wends his

silver lit stride to the cliff's undivided root,

of his passing, there was no forensic clue



there was hindered mercurial swirl

much shimmering wounds,

moonlit daggers every moss hand print,

ignore soft lung breezes and swooned



barren, her aching coastline

strums paler summer enticement

involving heaven to turn last air to quartz



a silhouette swallowed

by the water's mute muscle



listen

heartbeat echoes voice thru' moonlight entangle

come swallow the sea between my legs,

be that forever, that bereft flotsam


"i am ether now"

in a most drowned shell




in which the sea flows


your abnormal skin

concaved to where a hollow dwells,

oceanic crumbled breast

between land's rugged end



vascular, converging

as the nile in veins

they flow towards you

the ever-beating heart



forever rippling folding glass

perpetual past and aftermath,

all comes gushing into jewelled brine

mermaid, myth and the like



glistening flies

where edges begin,

waves broke with obsidian

until horizon touched sky



synchronised sparkle by moon glistened scheme

she does rouse your cool blood

but ignores the sun who swallows

the entirety of phantom-less heaven



oh raindrop gatherer

meniscus keeper,

what soars

can easily drown



abhorrent swans glide

coral skyscrapers,

aquarium of ghosting

your surface unbroken



explicit sunbeams roar

but cannot reach

even by photon bright inertia

a shipwreck silence kept asleep



these swarm of sighs

liquid constellations glint

an aquamarine ladle

tomb grey, then nautical green



the snarling gale

interrupts silvery gazed mirrors,

trespassers in blind vessels

wary of such siren peril



and terrestrial as i am

i no longer fulfil the treason

that washes through your polluted corpse,

such are farewells



in shells, your oh so distant voice

held amongst brittle labyrinths

for me to cherish upon land

dry of your watery floors




childhood amongst the incestuous slither of playful snakes



shriek and slashed, the wind with it's tongue lashed whips,

howled breezes migraine beneath floorboards

echoes curse sprawl tinder-crimson-deliriums,

unheard branches crackle, shouting fingertips upon

the grey abysmal window



tantrums, thick voices boom

supersonic thru' defiant air



shatter the third word assault,

murder the axe meant stare,

razor blade aims anywhere



the sitting room curdled

one throat defeated,

weird silences interrupted by wrists




cyclops


so the noose was made

at birth, the bible said so,

if that bloom is realised

exorcise or make inert,

bludgeon badness back into

their devil shaped hearts



comes those years red

rich and turbines getting

hotter, wistful is for gloom

music whilst the proteins

start to build and repossess

startled cathedrals



in among the faces as so

often is, loneliness and

disliking and frequent

scathing, there’s a score

to be had and it comes

from the stem a whiteness



of heroin



more globes are fur and

getting more addictive, more

mouths are slick and attentive

and obsolete of diction where

kisses are sucked onto and into,

lust's inferno-buRning-incentives



yet hideous is a feeling that is

habitual and knows it’s bones

well, that skin is a scowl over

it’s own disgust, why delve into

continual thirst? an entire

sea is needed



so quiet lasts fewer and repeats

less for those moments of stealth,

flatline isn’t but keeps on steep

steeples adding spires to already

brooding want, why is every minute

crisis, come-judder-me-instinct?



each contour with finger followed

until everything is swallowed,

insatiable swoons desire with

hailstone shortened spoons,

a crumpling of defences that

desperate act "love" loosely wired



each pool of sweat

know the meaning of,

a hummingbird whirr

from a three eyelid flutter,

such ugliness clutters and

endures with ugly others



corpse-like moments

stiffness if you will

rekindles passion a

lurch of one thousand

tiny famines, cinders

are heart-wards

fragrant yet so killed



we are outcast eyesores

peripheral nuisances bothering

mainstream compliance

small wonder we are lonely

ghosting one another’s fingerprints

alliances seldom meant



obey this dress code

to damnation

we are

disorganised angels

habitual whores,

truly bent




a calm beneath ice


below shell purist white

there dwells a calm beneath ice



think stretched swan horizon

think gossamer tear thru' a blizzard mind



followers of dead rooms

a cerebral invite



cellophane quiet

stops the world still



spires,

radio inspired mouth engines,

paused or killed



feint corpses float windowpanes

an arctic eyelid



between memory spaces

silences strew their fade



dusk is forever replaced

to whisper or to banish



this is where, hushed

i feel so utterly alone

and

abandoned from every touch





vanity crush


hate your own dna,

refurbished soul

with go faster chrome,

people are bored protein holes



i honeycomb mine

with dreaming,

never felt this

immersed



slim gloss wrists

sacrificial page altars,

too many starved poses

under a preening meniscus



a stare imprints

onto filthy glitter,

does the returning gaze

make you feel pretty or dirtier?



persuasive mirror,

acquiring angels

masturbate narcissus,

greener grows envy



refocus constellation

adore the glanced returned,

noise thin skirts

crease the man into a bruised sleeve



porous others eyed but

looking is vertigo,

ignore silver wincing

ugly is beautiful grimacing



i am suited to

a stare-less world,

you make me woeful

unfurl your cunt elsewhere



ok? no it's disarray

a planet spilt,

mouth consuming mouth

eat your own sinister hollow



seduce your self,

neutropenic film on

ageing ether

there is no necessary breather



wrongly wired sushi

when all reflects

is withered,

salute two fingers whilst splintered



there's this lie

that drapes the sore

reader, you are unworthy

of bright ether



why is need food to

blink into somebody new?

murder the hen so

a revealed swan may be born



unbending glare begs addictive eyes,

vanity contorts warped dwarves into gulped beauty

a lousy adonis or zero venus in a dubious sling,

accessorise slow downfalls thru' thorough misery



where are the versace poor?

in suicidal discredit,

stare inward a selfish caress

or an arrogant smile,

your damage will be so worthwhile




climate of chills


teenage lilies falter

abrupt mouths cease,

the advert is appalled

at their ghosts



gloom seeped screens

is the horizon view

young coffin lids?



wept a diamond... as i weep in throe of ice

frozen soaked in playrooms cold

where warmth should gnaw our fragile holes,

pleasure grenades with us no more,

nowadays always stained


 

we, the young, etched with cobweb

hang dying or dead things

for the television's mesmerism,

sexual meadows flecked

viral accomplice

we shell our misfortune heads



in amongst casual beds

we caress one another over cliff edges,

twilight shall we fall

numb and listless

like gaunt leaves ghost

the sigh-less



creased lives are

protein gamblers

almost tombstones,

bamboo sick fingers and

shadows following coughs,

we are squandered by many

secret winters, ambushed artery arenas



fearfulness has

bedroom hostages

watching you fall thin

this fallow season,

gallant nectar slain

upon the vein, buried

beneath lead leaves



starved off affection




the veil


absurd here

feelings soar

then resolve under

disruptive watchfulness



how to keep the headlines

hushed or sparse



stared to stars

beneath nightly mouths,

imaginary exhales

buRns the bed under



here in visual form

then completely dissolved

abandoned from comments

stood lonelier still



can you connect the holes?

make the smokescreen clear?



watched minuscule ripples

i'd lie in your muscular grasses

to suffocate on sodden trousers

mute blissful corpses



friendships are for burden

yearn you to wander thru' me



sperm managed furnaces

and awkward caresses,

disarm these prying radars

murder those detectives



there are swarms intended

to unnerve the hive's natural balance,

sneak into a slice of my heart

prepare for blindness


 

are eyes readable instruction?

do you interpret my blood's menace

or the shard i wish to swallow?

is my shadow that worthwhile to follow?



and the crowd is gulping one another

words are shot and reappear as anger,

am i fingers thru' my throat

or a romance on stealth?



there is a smile

that no one knows,

a secret curve where tainted nectar hurts

but it's the sweetness of it's maleness i serve



i'd rearrange heaven

or usurp the half lit wife

this world of unsavoury moonbeams,

discover me, i silhouette, disgraced but untraceable




charon



my husband is skeletal

a white hot limb

starved of spring


locust-turned-heart-valve

possessing only the rust

acquired from years and


failures of often, we met in a

gaunt cafe, the coffee was sour,

it’s grey people incomplete


thin as sickness, thin words

seep and pile their fat regret, a

jolt a prelude of what once was


he drank me as a tide would drag

it’s corpses to lie under with, there

to sing the rattle of it’s cage


eyes are about their stare-less-ness

sobs framed within blinking, he offers

a black piece of cake, moist and


innards of difficult temptation, it says

“come wade thru’ lifetime’s tired, docile

wrists” “come partake poison”


and i drift, how i drifted, there’s a wasp precipice

a velvet tear to slide onto, and there, was

rapt, wrapped in dripped consciousness


was wowed by peripheral thirst, it asked

me deeper, deepened daggers as he looked,

a swirl of dead crows in his midst, oh how

i swooned beneath it’s coffin lid


a machete of midnight some

betray, an altar for raw senses,

my jaw can’t complain can’t undo

those thug bleak rich kisses


they insert a soil that knows my stem

sends this cremation into ignition, my

blood spoiled and parcelled with

mayhem, hear crackles of red


it’s a redness a nude road of exposed

nerves and lightning hits them hard

as if the ceiling is about to blow


of all the beds you have taken me

all reek the same, death has been

bloody doing crosswords and ripping

sullen seams apart


they are gleam less now, one an

anniversary of phlegm, a daughter

cried over like birds feeding


that third bed where the liver

can’t respond, blue enough all

dreaming gone, 3 cups of,

did their terrible deed


“exits are plenty” he tells me

as if giving of a gift, that pill full

boy blazes stiff against paleness


folk are such superficial crocuses

not even elbow deep, the blisses i

acknowledge fathomless and know only

the furnace they come from


aren’t i exempt from hourglass

haemorrhages, from the tireless

suck of wasting? “you aren’t” he

inserts into me like a drought


there is a bar named “limbo”

got me drunk on “erebus”

it tasted of otherness,

a rotten digit for a cocktail stick


roams the dance floor a predator

dark as petrol, bare wreathes

each bud rusted, seldom can

summer be trusted


my handsome fellow of soot

in coat of flowing disturbed ashes

that stare bodes forever my

dreamlessness forever


my shadow taxi, my irreplaceable vacation




far from this


could this be the stretch that

depletes itself? i’ve not enough road

to follow whilst all else is

broken


cannot conquer my own dreaming

wanting seems fortified into not happening,

there like a wisp of hopefulness then

sparse as mismanaged ether vanishes


close enough to the the core’s narrative

could die here as easily as passing,

don’t want precise “here” anymore

i’m three sad minutes of


a compilation of boredom

two minutes 59 worth

of what? few kisses,

fewer delved in bodies


exact nothing that’s what

the sum of is

 a clock built entirely of rejection,

myself acquires the eyesore of reflection


if

and that is asking

the mind to respond

with a climate that is otherwise daggered


if

wishes would respond

connect their mercurial mountains,

if what was dreamt would

be the skeleton to living


would life be worth striding

or the destination just as bland?


am i ?losing that impetuous of striving?

the horizon’s dullness is quite blinding


despair is in courtship with my

soul’s vessel my lazy lie

where that filthy tide investigates

smothers me dead thumbs and all


despair is everything

everything achievable now

i’m sought after for falling

dropping like a teardrop


hurtful because everywhere else is

soaring, ideas tho’ i breed them

aren’t successful but disrupted cots

my journey bled from


no man can borrow the lifetime of another,

no man wants a coffin lid sky,

achievable nothing from the day of being born

once i was stood worthwhile


daily i am someone else

skies deep as a bleak funeral hat

where the mouths of disappointment

point, euthanise tomorrow



could the moment assume a rainbow

resume its cocktail? i doubt even

grey would appear


resume

cocoon protection?

only if i could chloroform daily


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