thru' estranged interludes

 

home, where is home now?




that which shivers

dew from bough

connects holes to

greater emptiness



it fulfills me now


softness,

lips

pink tinged horizons

unkissed


today has

too much

unbearable

silence


greyness

gossamer

rain filled meniscus


estranged mermaids

sing frayed

upon the crest of saline's

most sapphire of turquoise waves



in maelstrom

headaches

came



out of tongues

a word spun dervish

like toppled carousel

with lights still burning



thinking is

haphazard bee flight,

electrified prowlers

worsen white intrinsic honey



an invitation of holes

spiral downwards

thru' ghosts, thru' painful

glows, jagged echoes



the head wheels with bird

pecking turtle fleshes

as if my own


a mercy dash into

black petals to

prove the ache of

weepless wound



you, i feel your cool spray

from winter's bleak foam,

home?



this sparse beach is

losing my footsteps,

mind flow dead-bruise-

beaten-crows

separated wing from bone



exact sand between toes,

ruin is accepting of brokeness

worthy to call it's broken own



scatter frantic seagull white

amongst confetti sky lids,

numerous shell fragments

reminding of home

but where us such loving now?



limbo

betwixt two curdled worlds

which becomes home now?



once glance

before my autumn cracks

and what was copious spring

is putrefying, blackens



grey sounds prowl

forlorn eyes to forsake

all that was lovingly made



and strength's fragility

when touched keenly breaks

the deep planet splits



where the red river calls

pulling the heart to

bits



happiness still eludes up heaved roots



tamar's great umbilicus



i cannot inch far,

the sea is a distant

archive of lost

azure



i smell the surf as if

it yields its broken

waves inside my

heart



a yell of metres,

here the sky is

so different, an

ozone lit lid



happiness strums

where the moors

are heather muddled

and yellow birdsong warbles



gorse enthralled seas

a tin mine ruin

a silhouette of

antique voices



murmur (miners, plough masters, crones in dark awkward houses)



your home is here

amongst the seaweed

limbs, amongst the star

glistened trawler nets



suckle upon tamar's

ambrose, inside this

granite throat of curlew

song and coastal arches



sculptures obey the wind singing

rocks, you are the one loved

and not for all the mead in

this arsenic empire



would i leave



dissolv-ion



gaze

previous shards,

bayonet thru

a dove



unknown sleeps

graze waking



in me no angels dare possess

no witness now to what profusely bleeds



seethe of the citizen sea

here is neither tranquility

or cacophony

a silence mid roar,

sculptures dwindle their

glistening aftermaths

glistens suffocation



me in blade induced pages

anoint the pen's nib with

cupid's congealed curse,

draw ink from

it's torn ribs,

obliterate the

coerced valentine



demolish the sigh seared heart

destroy floors of kingdoms



finally i fell turbulent

a spiral's continue, and disturbed,

pebble smooth erosion utters

into fragments



frictions for eons for ions to die

it quenches thirst

to dissolve



you lessen me

into something that is now no one



a silhouette of

another's fingerprints,

a person

of incomplete atoms



heather sick hills molest

the grey sickly shore,

and for all the thorns that pierce

thru' out feeling, numbness is applauded



now quiet as fossils

and eroded cold strengths,

burden shall be enclosed

under loveless failure sediment



a vague reminiscing within

long stirring echoes



repeating



storm petrel



aloft

where fools dream to grasp

glides and sinks

the storm petrel



a shimmering specie

in a pewter poured bruise,

thrown waves skyscraper

by bad tempered gales



in amongst shrieks

that foul winter breathes

focused

in the decimated parts of me



soon to be wings

my furious thoughts

falter by

icarus default,

hollows follow by

emptiness reeling



below where angels can but gasp

trembling into

falling cataracts

appearing to ever last



everywhere falls

here amongst the eye sore epitaphs

where ever youthful

plastic flowers sprawl



i am a sky without realisation

a promise without success

where coalesced birds are broken

the song from singer dispossessed



why is all the rain here in

one mind? fly into my liquid

maelstrom, a solitary travel

there to be unraveled



for your synapses to spurn

and loneliness becomes it's

own vibrant lung, distort the

person i am



why whisper when the heart is

held fast, a snare of whispers

held there, your voice on

constant mirrors



steel azure

where gazes wander

ink of sorrow continues,

drifts the storm petrel



chest pains that are you



imagine

waking,

serene honey lit lids

a lover dew licked



but the bed's

become a wasp

invigorated

furnace



a full on dropped

skyscraper

precipice,

come access this dusk



unraveled heart



mouth in asphyxiated

covers, deluxe poems

shriek red grimaced pens



hawk startled swarm,

predator patrolled blood

interrupted head space



blank walls resound

there's a hole that

wants to swallow all



nooses come to collect

those compliant



complete the rust of

my tongue,

robust conversations

babble ruins



the gale's

furious hair,

thunderbolts curdle

the nectar bare lake



a seismic squeeze

of mind scape seethe



the amino sea has sucked

the view raw



greys sighs

flit the storm petrel



inserted into panic

flies maddened

heart shape suicide

permitted


all about is hurt

loneliness collapsing



it's stabbing beak

repeat wounds

a reusable pain

please love me again



escape is delusion

it eludes me



lost



unfocused

in entangles of aching,

forsaken by the crowd's tide

commit to razor blade edges



homeward bound is a journey

i shall not undertake

until the storm that rages

blows itself dead

or at least blows spires pale



this breeze of steel angry

petals still occurs and

migraine thunderous colours

continue



a dream dreamt




in turmoil

in maelstrom

a feuding ocean

pumps blood



opal iridescent hearts

submit to brambles,

tear me out of silence



dare not breathe

hear you speak

...i gleam...



perforated nights shimmer

sexual content,

a muscular throe of sordid brown petals



starry haze me

infatuation

induce the orchid's shudder



over phosphorous intent

edges, a burning horizon

that cauterises incoming fleshes



quicksand quickens

this mindless event,

an icicle figure scorches

crimson landscapes



reality cascades,

interrupt the pointless heartbeat

and sleep becomes a tourniquet

abandon each falsifying dream



black polished slopes

 all open mouths wanting swallows,

like an echo denied returning

it's greasy kiss where i wallow



i feel you dream me

like a slow rotting saint

with me as your halo

always



the eagle floated

bronze hostile flame,

the dry earth submits

uttering defiant

before death wields it's final strength



longing




hooray for horizontal deadness

my eyelid cinemas,

a perfect stride thru'

yesterday's disquieting ashes



so this was the

turquoise of my heart,

loyal flesh filled absurd whispers



gossamer was this rainbow

squeezing aortic traffic,

sugar soared



yearn for the

caramel in your

hip's possession



explicit atoms rebury,

volatile horizons

usurp edges



trace along fond pictures

of you half undressed

lounging upon the blue strewn bedspread



like a finger points into the past

i crash it's mirror

into countless sticking winters



follow where the glass lay cracked

my gruesome splinter

stood like an angel with

wings ripped from off his back



returning twilights so often visit

thick with night's bloated song of

deed of how the mind was wrought

to break and stirred with ruin



you vowed to grace this mouth again

a promise that fell short of it's shadow



like half buried bees in

flower head nooses,

ink up the sky until it achieves bruises



and the dust of you falls

like sad, disinterested rain



timothy shroud




repeat with rain

the obsolete and

the grey, a gaze

too long see the

days obliterate,

kamikaze calendars

hurtle, here, curled

into a turtle a

world proof wound for

skyscrapers to seethe up and thru'



timothy shroud

i, like you am captured

held by numerous eyes

none adoring,

dazzled by their peacock decor

swallowed by lures,

insatiability flaws

it tingles hips,

of blossoms thought

obsession wrought



timothy shroud

i, like others lie shattered

broke gossamer poses

a scarce mouth approaches,

what mischief your flesh has done,

lust fermentable swooning

yours is the hue

the odourful jewel

the protein trove

held way below skin



timothy shroud

i, like teardrops fall to covet you

a liquid consequence

do you feel the whipped sea that yearns you?

worthwhile heaven

becomes the happiness exit,

come fleece my soul

in loveless snow,

spurn me, wither older than bones can ask



lonely tide wearers

we share the same oblique crown

share the same opal infused

rain, a repetitive teardrop

a forever of lids and

oppressive thumbs

nailed thru' each of

every synapse shriek,

timothy shroud

i am full of uneven wakes



and disorganised rain

continues



a brief touching of wings




brief blush of petals

precedes the smile before

ascending the ornate antique stair



it's moans are like those sighs

harboured in a heart's winter flesh depth



expectant wings soar

the mind's outward sunshine

as we become refugees in liquid light



unfurled, and brimming full open

twas revealed all manner of guises



unseen ghost icicles

intrude thin starlit veins



oh rapturous in demanding applause

skin sings as if the heart wants to be torn



smudged honey slides from bee-less holes

and sticks like thin adhering flowers



a refocus of atoms resound his cry

i am it's hollow outline



gone quick as mayflies in turbulent june

or a fox glimpsed murmur eclipse shade from shadow



divided from your kiss

a brief touching of wings



dark lit water




fountains far off crashing seas

rushing amethyst crowns

mountains neptune's men

stoop their seahorse surf

into a fury of foam

and ghost howling spray



impaled was he who roamed the southern most shore

love's lost free fall viper curled heart

watches the stained trawlers glide

vast ink oceans,

godless journeys to horizons of spectacular blood

spectres in such deep places

forever bright until they are gone,

be swallowed he thought

like i, like i



bright prisms dance

the cornish waves,

a single stone sinks

no trace where it's jagged body lay,

like i he thought, like i



captured moons swim

endless you trapped

within water folded green blue graves,

reflective faces turning ripples

into forgotten lethargic stares



far off chimes the churchyard clock

means nothing of time,

he clutches the sand's surface

as if the earth he tries to choke

listens to the gulls and cormorants weep

circling circles inside mind crouched cave

slither eels cross thought stagnant pools, ruin eyes

ever changing currents coldly rejoice blue



as if winter's at perpetual rest

and gazes long frost centuries



fingerprints jealous tidemarks

swallow me out of existence,

desist all you angels and

honey smudged women



word snares laze

blindfold cacophony

not heard,

everywhere cold and

hurt is more



too late

a thousand shards have split and spilt

their jagged shouts

thru' out the heart's scream,

too late

no sound sighs

or whispers to abandon



hopelessness

like addictive veins want

but nothing soaring comes



nothing comes



the churning oceans within him

churn only as i think

deep and long a treacherous ink



pushes infatuation

deeper than any burrowing demon,

always this swan enlivened body succumbs

looms the face i love to fear

or to loathe to hate

it's too late



sunshine sleeps the evening's black slime

misshapen twilight flows on forever

like those black enraged trawlers slide

thru' greasy seas of tidal minds



it's too late

too late



where are you?




oh

over

into swoon, a nectar seep

so chloroformed daylight appears

to weep ambient whispers



there

eyelid

lit, sexual promise,

blank sheets committed

without your fingerprints



bleached atoms raised by sweat

blond pubic stale strokes caress

wet perfume riddled with frozenness,

eats into your honeycomb mine

eagerly penetrating flesh



all wishes are slight daydreams

tho' caught in night's feverish writhing

mere clasps upon thought become tides of whirlpool torsion



willfully and skillfully the heart's scaffold

has been gilded wild fire iron ores,

dazzle of shrines, i became wings and flew

into the hub of a tornado's impetuous throat



first whirled slow, then spun fast

yet faster until the blurs merged spires flatten

and all my proteins crack

quicker now deeper inhale but not to turn necrotic black



a wasp draped future

folded into the crease of his mouth

i was tenderly shoved burning

into the tempest face of hot spills molten



bedazzler, enrapture,

this glitter meniscus keeps

all within it's paralysis



it's appetizing mask scalds deeper than

my soul could fathom,

the torrent that feasts the river feeds the sea

eats and swallows thru' me



no more this flesh sprawls, phantom and lone,

there is a space, a crooned alcove for you

and here, i pause

where the hell are you?


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