home, where is home now?
that which shivers
dew from bough
connects holes to
greater emptiness
it fulfills me now
softness,
lips
pink tinged horizons
unkissed
today has
too much
unbearable
silence
greyness
gossamer
rain filled meniscus
estranged mermaids
sing frayed
upon the crest of saline's
most sapphire of turquoise waves
in maelstrom
headaches
came
out of tongues
a word spun dervish
like toppled carousel
with lights still burning
thinking is
haphazard bee flight,
electrified prowlers
worsen white intrinsic honey
an invitation of holes
spiral downwards
thru' ghosts, thru' painful
glows, jagged echoes
the head wheels with bird
pecking turtle fleshes
as if my own
a mercy dash into
black petals to
prove the ache of
weepless wound
you, i feel your cool spray
from winter's bleak foam,
home?
this sparse beach is
losing my footsteps,
mind flow dead-bruise-
beaten-crows
separated wing from bone
exact sand between toes,
ruin is accepting of brokeness
worthy to call it's broken own
scatter frantic seagull white
amongst confetti sky lids,
numerous shell fragments
reminding of home
but where us such loving now?
limbo
betwixt two curdled worlds
which becomes home now?
once glance
before my autumn cracks
and what was copious spring
is putrefying, blackens
grey sounds prowl
forlorn eyes to forsake
all that was lovingly made
and strength's fragility
when touched keenly breaks
the deep planet splits
where the red river calls
pulling the heart to
bits
happiness still eludes up heaved roots
tamar's great umbilicus
i cannot inch far,
the sea is a distant
archive of lost
azure
i smell the surf as if
it yields its broken
waves inside my
heart
a yell of metres,
here the sky is
so different, an
ozone lit lid
happiness strums
where the moors
are heather muddled
and yellow birdsong warbles
gorse enthralled seas
a tin mine ruin
a silhouette of
antique voices
murmur (miners, plough masters, crones in dark awkward houses)
your home is here
amongst the seaweed
limbs, amongst the star
glistened trawler nets
suckle upon tamar's
ambrose, inside this
granite throat of curlew
song and coastal arches
sculptures obey the wind singing
rocks, you are the one loved
and not for all the mead in
this arsenic empire
would i leave
dissolv-ion
gaze
previous shards,
bayonet thru
a dove
unknown sleeps
graze waking
in me no angels dare possess
no witness now to what profusely bleeds
seethe of the citizen sea
here is neither tranquility
or cacophony
a silence mid roar,
sculptures dwindle their
glistening aftermaths
glistens suffocation
me in blade induced pages
anoint the pen's nib with
cupid's congealed curse,
draw ink from
it's torn ribs,
obliterate the
coerced valentine
demolish the sigh seared heart
destroy floors of kingdoms
finally i fell turbulent
a spiral's continue, and disturbed,
pebble smooth erosion utters
into fragments
frictions for eons for ions to die
it quenches thirst
to dissolve
you lessen me
into something that is now no one
a silhouette of
another's fingerprints,
a person
of incomplete atoms
heather sick hills molest
the grey sickly shore,
and for all the thorns that pierce
thru' out feeling, numbness is applauded
now quiet as fossils
and eroded cold strengths,
burden shall be enclosed
under loveless failure sediment
a vague reminiscing within
long stirring echoes
repeating
storm petrel
aloft
where fools dream to grasp
glides and sinks
the storm petrel
a shimmering specie
in a pewter poured bruise,
thrown waves skyscraper
by bad tempered gales
in amongst shrieks
that foul winter breathes
focused
in the decimated parts of me
soon to be wings
my furious thoughts
falter by
icarus default,
hollows follow by
emptiness reeling
below where angels can but gasp
trembling into
falling cataracts
appearing to ever last
everywhere falls
here amongst the eye sore epitaphs
where ever youthful
plastic flowers sprawl
i am a sky without realisation
a promise without success
where coalesced birds are broken
the song from singer dispossessed
why is all the rain here in
one mind? fly into my liquid
maelstrom, a solitary travel
there to be unraveled
for your synapses to spurn
and loneliness becomes it's
own vibrant lung, distort the
person i am
why whisper when the heart is
held fast, a snare of whispers
held there, your voice on
constant mirrors
steel azure
where gazes wander
ink of sorrow continues,
drifts the storm petrel
chest pains that are you
imagine
waking,
serene honey lit lids
a lover dew licked
but the bed's
become a wasp
invigorated
furnace
a full on dropped
skyscraper
precipice,
come access this dusk
unraveled heart
mouth in asphyxiated
covers, deluxe poems
shriek red grimaced pens
hawk startled swarm,
predator patrolled blood
interrupted head space
blank walls resound
there's a hole that
wants to swallow all
nooses come to collect
those compliant
complete the rust of
my tongue,
robust conversations
babble ruins
the gale's
furious hair,
thunderbolts curdle
the nectar bare lake
a seismic squeeze
of mind scape seethe
the amino sea has sucked
the view raw
greys sighs
flit the storm petrel
inserted into panic
flies maddened
heart shape suicide
permitted
all about is hurt
loneliness collapsing
it's stabbing beak
repeat wounds
a reusable pain
please love me again
escape is delusion
it eludes me
lost
unfocused
in entangles of aching,
forsaken by the crowd's tide
commit to razor blade edges
homeward bound is a journey
i shall not undertake
until the storm that rages
blows itself dead
or at least blows spires pale
this breeze of steel angry
petals still occurs and
migraine thunderous colours
continue
a dream dreamt
in turmoil
in maelstrom
a feuding ocean
pumps blood
opal iridescent hearts
submit to brambles,
tear me out of silence
dare not breathe
hear you speak
...i gleam...
perforated nights shimmer
sexual content,
a muscular throe of sordid brown petals
starry haze me
infatuation
induce the orchid's shudder
over phosphorous intent
edges, a burning horizon
that cauterises incoming fleshes
quicksand quickens
this mindless event,
an icicle figure scorches
crimson landscapes
reality cascades,
interrupt the pointless heartbeat
and sleep becomes a tourniquet
abandon each falsifying dream
black polished slopes
all open mouths wanting swallows,
like an echo denied returning
it's greasy kiss where i wallow
i feel you dream me
like a slow rotting saint
with me as your halo
always
the eagle floated
bronze hostile flame,
the dry earth submits
uttering defiant
before death wields it's final strength
longing
hooray for horizontal deadness
my eyelid cinemas,
a perfect stride thru'
yesterday's disquieting ashes
so this was the
turquoise of my heart,
loyal flesh filled absurd whispers
gossamer was this rainbow
squeezing aortic traffic,
sugar soared
yearn for the
caramel in your
hip's possession
explicit atoms rebury,
volatile horizons
usurp edges
trace along fond pictures
of you half undressed
lounging upon the blue strewn bedspread
like a finger points into the past
i crash it's mirror
into countless sticking winters
follow where the glass lay cracked
my gruesome splinter
stood like an angel with
wings ripped from off his back
returning twilights so often visit
thick with night's bloated song of
deed of how the mind was wrought
to break and stirred with ruin
you vowed to grace this mouth again
a promise that fell short of it's shadow
like half buried bees in
flower head nooses,
ink up the sky until it achieves bruises
and the dust of you falls
like sad, disinterested rain
timothy shroud
repeat with rain
the obsolete and
the grey, a gaze
too long see the
days obliterate,
kamikaze calendars
hurtle, here, curled
into a turtle a
world proof wound for
skyscrapers to seethe up and thru'
timothy shroud
i, like you am captured
held by numerous eyes
none adoring,
dazzled by their peacock decor
swallowed by lures,
insatiability flaws
it tingles hips,
of blossoms thought
obsession wrought
timothy shroud
i, like others lie shattered
broke gossamer poses
a scarce mouth approaches,
what mischief your flesh has done,
lust fermentable swooning
yours is the hue
the odourful jewel
the protein trove
held way below skin
timothy shroud
i, like teardrops fall to covet you
a liquid consequence
do you feel the whipped sea that yearns you?
worthwhile heaven
becomes the happiness exit,
come fleece my soul
in loveless snow,
spurn me, wither older than bones can ask
lonely tide wearers
we share the same oblique crown
share the same opal infused
rain, a repetitive teardrop
a forever of lids and
oppressive thumbs
nailed thru' each of
every synapse shriek,
timothy shroud
i am full of uneven wakes
and disorganised rain
continues
a brief touching of wings
brief blush of petals
precedes the smile before
ascending the ornate antique stair
it's moans are like those sighs
harboured in a heart's winter flesh depth
expectant wings soar
the mind's outward sunshine
as we become refugees in liquid light
unfurled, and brimming full open
twas revealed all manner of guises
unseen ghost icicles
intrude thin starlit veins
oh rapturous in demanding applause
skin sings as if the heart wants to be torn
smudged honey slides from bee-less holes
and sticks like thin adhering flowers
a refocus of atoms resound his cry
i am it's hollow outline
gone quick as mayflies in turbulent june
or a fox glimpsed murmur eclipse shade from shadow
divided from your kiss
a brief touching of wings
dark lit water
fountains far off crashing seas
rushing amethyst crowns
mountains neptune's men
stoop their seahorse surf
into a fury of foam
and ghost howling spray
impaled was he who roamed the southern most shore
love's lost free fall viper curled heart
watches the stained trawlers glide
vast ink oceans,
godless journeys to horizons of spectacular blood
spectres in such deep places
forever bright until they are gone,
be swallowed he thought
like i, like i
bright prisms dance
the cornish waves,
a single stone sinks
no trace where it's jagged body lay,
like i he thought, like i
captured moons swim
endless you trapped
within water folded green blue graves,
reflective faces turning ripples
into forgotten lethargic stares
far off chimes the churchyard clock
means nothing of time,
he clutches the sand's surface
as if the earth he tries to choke
listens to the gulls and cormorants weep
circling circles inside mind crouched cave
slither eels cross thought stagnant pools, ruin eyes
ever changing currents coldly rejoice blue
as if winter's at perpetual rest
and gazes long frost centuries
fingerprints jealous tidemarks
swallow me out of existence,
desist all you angels and
honey smudged women
word snares laze
blindfold cacophony
not heard,
everywhere cold and
hurt is more
too late
a thousand shards have split and spilt
their jagged shouts
thru' out the heart's scream,
too late
no sound sighs
or whispers to abandon
hopelessness
like addictive veins want
but nothing soaring comes
nothing comes
the churning oceans within him
churn only as i think
deep and long a treacherous ink
pushes infatuation
deeper than any burrowing demon,
always this swan enlivened body succumbs
looms the face i love to fear
or to loathe to hate
it's too late
sunshine sleeps the evening's black slime
misshapen twilight flows on forever
like those black enraged trawlers slide
thru' greasy seas of tidal minds
it's too late
too late
where are you?
oh
over
into swoon, a nectar seep
so chloroformed daylight appears
to weep ambient whispers
there
eyelid
lit, sexual promise,
blank sheets committed
without your fingerprints
bleached atoms raised by sweat
blond pubic stale strokes caress
wet perfume riddled with frozenness,
eats into your honeycomb mine
eagerly penetrating flesh
all wishes are slight daydreams
tho' caught in night's feverish writhing
mere clasps upon thought become tides of whirlpool torsion
willfully and skillfully the heart's scaffold
has been gilded wild fire iron ores,
dazzle of shrines, i became wings and flew
into the hub of a tornado's impetuous throat
first whirled slow, then spun fast
yet faster until the blurs merged spires flatten
and all my proteins crack
quicker now deeper inhale but not to turn necrotic black
a wasp draped future
folded into the crease of his mouth
i was tenderly shoved burning
into the tempest face of hot spills molten
bedazzler, enrapture,
this glitter meniscus keeps
all within it's paralysis
it's appetizing mask scalds deeper than
my soul could fathom,
the torrent that feasts the river feeds the sea
eats and swallows thru' me
no more this flesh sprawls, phantom and lone,
there is a space, a crooned alcove for you
and here, i pause
where the hell are you?
