patterns
seed beginner,
room for a spark
in a halo trembled
pond?
ensembles are
dissembling its soup
of scrapers and spires but
no breakers, no tides allowed
it’s tight here in here
a tiny buddha afloat
a liquid crystal clearing
in a cave in a pod trying to be
a slow slow albatross
a flotilla of loneliness
a ufo strange in
multicellular glisten
try navigating the
constellation switches
and the radio that
plays only heartbeats
this feeling of
upturned floors
sameness is
upwardness-downwards
what could be a sky
could be below
beneath which i coil
in seas of red soil
clutching at writhing
and dissimilar thought
cloaked in growing fragments
dna wrought
float within owned
starry globe, a raucous
hole down below where
nothing is ever quite alone
peeling back feelings
rich uterine flawed,
pacing worn feather nest
hourglass blind,
come mother hear
your tsunami sigh,
i rapture alone
near to your spine
west of your hate
north to your love
south thru’ into
loudness, from
this unworded
bunker born into
patterns and bright
halogen patches
begins, i am
spring within winter
freshly hewn from
being splinters
life-cycle
the circle empties
emptying its raw gun
until that dna script comes,
that circle done for once
euphoric seconds -
a rainbow’s shudder gone
fortune spins mad-fish-
ceilings a gambler in a
sexual coat a head-rush-
avalanche a mind spilt
kaleidoscope, “come utter
me senseless” splays the
trembled body an ocean
under, the revolver shot
its fatal guts a slippery
moonbeam like creamy white
lightning strikes a furry voltage
narrating its groan, these aren’t
just holes but edible exits,
forensic spaces for love to
rid its stem
iridescent words during
but after is over and the
mouth that spoke them is
smouldering ashes, there’s
a planet that becomes two
then a multitude, a ball of
frantic messaging takes up
the entire shell, fits like a
wound
calendars fall from their eyes
nine months exact a plethora
of glows, rosebuds and all, pain
is about to have its knife, holler
pink enveloped out into
excited atoms all fierce lit
seethes the circle quicker
sped up lifetime flickers
thru’ childhood dilemma
thru’ adolescent angst
protein grenades at
most raucous roar
erased boy man shaped,
what is to shatter, will
and often
redo lust, its gene is patented,
anoint someone else’s colour
a rushed scenic autumn
wired meadows meant for dew,
deep slopes ask for want
in such alcoves
burdens are bold and
red fleshed ivy infiltrates the
ruddy bowl pips and all
there entwines a line
a traffic light says “soar faster”
be filled with flowers from her jaw
hips wordless exchange’s
interrupts daylight’s shouting,
her honeysuckle cut on loud hum
joins to the surface to it’s liquid mane
tomorrow can always be delayed,
sublime ouch nectar spurs that sore
it was never that kind of hurt but
a wonderful kind of wow, the circle
completes itself
a bizarre sphere
a self writing constellation
a walnut, a cocoon
the yawn of their lives
stares back from the rust imposter gate
maybe ten minutes or several decades
to the very theme of heartbeats
seeing her in a screenplay of sleep
everywhere
one love
from the other
shall never separate
the circle always entices
until nowhere is strode to
and death has interfering elbows
descend in pearled waters
move like a daydreamer up
the shore's stroking caress
to see the mermaid beckoning in
his bladder-wrack seaweed dress
anaemic as a slow dive
pale into muscular waves
twitch from cold splinter tingles,
eaten, the jewels that mimic rain
withering the then sun streamers
into carnival dancing limbs,
glandular creases the tide’s lunar mix
pearled, descend further
into a fluid soothing
the same shudder as ice
shaken territory
way up the thighs
up the gilded spire - seismic upwards
there’s golden writing exploded
in the mind’s lazy devastation
dreamhouse
beneath oh clandestine under
that curve of sleep has tugging
entrails and persuasive veils,
corrodes waking
white molten dunes, lunar
thoroughfares and opaque
cradles, that anchor of is
tumbling to a stillness
falling, fallen,
deeper, yet deeper still
slip further in between spaces
i am slipping thru’
the many featureless faces
inhabiting pillows
downwards and spiralling
dreams and their cascades,
thru’ dream lit floors
thru’ sparkling doors,
into a room a shimmer full of
moonbeam forays
each room has an insatiable wonder
an appetite so large it devours entire souls
do with them what dreaming does,
sat unfurling oceans, pure-sleep-fitful-eyed
my world hugged close to my knees
the throat, its stairs i climb
wishes ignite their harsh chrome,
my hands muddy roots entwining adonis
my mouth a dew pool for recollection
bodies of a crept desert share thru’ me
canyons of memories
voltages are such narrative blooms,
the dragonfly’s glassy catch of
gleams, a sanctuary a tornado,
wistful, whimsical and flawed with
dead windows, ten thousand gaping
i am sovereign of myself a king of
simple ashes, a killer whale in the
ink of a page, a sin in a moral land
compass in the mind of god, i sip
your mortar blood and grow tall
within a seed’s dormant thought
i was caught aglow upon his torso
we ate each other’s words, how they
blazed windpipe southwards, to wake is
cruel enough but to be this alone is
painful as blazing, several worlds
hugged closer to my knees
dreamt
over the brow comes mist
comes softly inspired touches,
the heart is being delved into
in its silver paralysis, has
the rhythm of slow, slow sea
before the glossy tide is accepted
nightly, do this for me, make the
sad world around me more estranged,
comfort me in the deeps of entangled
grief, such sharp harrowing reefs such
wreckage for the soul to twist, each
fragment each sliver a memory precipice
and thru’ the dark’s litmus thru’ the
conference of muted glimmer falling
occurs often dashing it’s jaggedness
dashing it’s painful planets splinters
and innards, come crashing like
dropped skyscrapers
so whilst hurt is about like a coat
and holes are adding to further holes
for greyness to wander, come to me
like a worded raindrop upon me like
a moist narrative, rise like a phantom’s
exhale oh breath of mine
you are mine
a gathered chill
beneath my spine
another sunset discards low into the
night’s entire embrace, the aeroplane
abandoned sky is full of stars now, yet
another day dies, most are dreaming
or trying to in duvet sarcophagi so
sighs outside dreamily and fading
there are breezes conjuring stirred hair
to grasses to a stiffness that only winter
achieves, glide on by foxes in guise of
rust, “houdini’s of the dark”, such magicians
of departure, as if such paw prints never
existed, boughs creak comply to the wind
that slight curtain sway, that tremble of, a
millimetre’s inhale, sharp moonbeams try
and reach where sleep is pale and quite
opaque under fathoms, fathomless drifting
curved coral cities,
breathe oh breath of mine
you are sighed
a flowerful breadth
a deep stem to choke on
along the vein’s river of red song an estuary
flowing with fingers, come insert these snowflake-
brittle kisses, arches of nectar arc like the body
under gasp and siege, throat collages fluent ingots
whilst elsewhere can go to hell or rot, immerse me
further intercostal glows, blow by immersive blow
slumber is unfolding, i cherish that fading,
together we stroll immense shadow, your
aftermath being borrowed - sea sounding
on a silent lung, the tide’s glisten is calling
you home calling your from here and now,
eject the moon, apparition gone
phage
mister-fat-belly, all swollen lips grotesque,
thread-worm-appendages imitate eyelashes blink
sharp brows adorn sunken delirium
full working cadaver network of spider cunning
bloats full-crackling-voltage, a sickness under coffin lid
a beguiling bed enticing sugar filth, a wayward sex,
tonight’s mire a culprit from a teenage menu
assume a niceness
a persuasion of, easy flies
upon a dirty plate,
kamikaze fingers
defenceless assassinated
mister fat-bellied
praying mantis that you are
a mischievous grin-slashed-pout
lipid greased entry seethes out,
the contents of desire squeezed shrieking
remarks to ease the gristle
a plausible vampire tongue
seeks holes to exit from,
there is no humanity sliver
touches-grenade-addicted-shivers
he, meaning him displays
intention from behind gauze gazes,
pulls needle atrocious digits
till they go cracking-sound-tumult,
such adult palaver to gain plush
abnormal groaning implosions
audible body splits broken,
descends again oh butcher fiend to finish
in hungry exerted enzyme grimace,
red ridden stains pollute the white
halo sheets, discard the ultimate kiss
it is rank
“swivel, let’s see your face panic
dead-numb-eyed-glass-wax”
that symptom of loving assumes
a sickening glee, blunt spoon
interrupts skin, a penknife named
avarice rips open
all plague consuming
he, the obnoxious unhinges throat-fully,
lungs on gargle garble and gargle
there the blood’s willingness broke
a swarm of tiny adorations a
parasitic vigour a fleshy envelope
sticky as deceit engulfs stiffly laid
bones, wristwatch dead at seven,
aftermath limp-limbed-heaven
window of overwhelming
audio on disquiet,
reset the room’s damage and
the bed’s appalled appearance,
two teeth kept for future reminiscing
“would you eat your own son
to better your own hole and make it fuller?”
“oh fuck yeah”