spore

in
amongst
myself
city gates
of cardboard-like
shut
a globe
of a thought
its flame
quite round
i will soon
have trumpets - for a stern for a stem
i’ll swarm
like an audience
find the root
in a tongue,
become dots
in tired white writing
my house
my wordlessness
walls deep
oh so deep
in the lantern-less
lungs, plotting
surplus of
us my copies
my mirror-
nudged pneumonia,
sphere and are
on dubious missions
to king myself
lordest decay to
eat as if no mouth
yet devours cities
your streets, lanes
and blood filled windows
stem

why don’t you cease
with jagged surroundings,
leave those sharp mouths
leave the devil in its black slate cafe alone
blows upon blows and thru blows
where the trees creak their huge
skeletal noise, its rowdy sea in a shell,
come comfort where this sweet dark -
allows
don’t doubt, let the edges fall away as
breaths, come slip thru ether come slip
into fur that is sung with sap, come green
your loneliness out so that it extends -
such new hands
why don’t you dissolve my axis and
break apart my clam? i am downwards-
going, like a phloem, i pretty my own
cave with selfish stars, then you -
come again as if a room full of salt
i ought to float in the creases, in the
assault of ravines being shaken, until
we lie there ages bled as moons and
meadow ourselves with dusk, smitten