gargoyle on the sofa

did i did i did i
dream? last night’s
free fall from sober
into a hallway of
stars, there was
lightning and they
teemed with scars
and spilt alternative
faces
i
remember
head long
on smudged
leather, the
backseat of
somewhere
forsaken or
other
words were
made groaning,
and spasms
reloading, bullets
down throats,
head is a jar
shaken with
alphabets,
was i was i there?
someone’s cologne
stank like soaked
flowers, it threw its
necklace around
senses, i am a
carton spreading
with stains, can’t
quite remember
anything shaped